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I guess, it just has to happen. It comes a time when you wake up and meet the most terrible day you have ever had and the ONLY thing you have to say to that day is WTF and run right into it.
TODAY WAS THAT DAY.
So terrible, in fact, that it caused me to update my wordpress blog which I know no one reads, I’m sure.
This is a very rare day, folks. Rarerarerare like a golden ticket to Willy Wonka Candy Factory.
It’s one of those days that you feel like you are not really a person at all….but a number.
Sure, we ALL feel like that, sometimes, and that is because we are, my friend, we are.
And today, I feel like I’m 8235 instead of Millie Liu.
I have no face, no vaule, no soul. I am just something that is collected in bulk, processed, and SPIT back out to be another cog in the machine.
Pointless. I do not what to live my life as cipher, hell, I don’t even want to live the present as a cipher. I want to stand up when someone tells me to sit, I want to scream when some one tells me to shut up.
Even more and more it seems, I find school utterly pointless. I live everyday dreaming of the break in the current, live everyday dreaming of that idea of freedom.
I don’t want to live LIFE DREAMING OF A CHANCE TO BREATHE.
